I stopped
blaming my father for my faults a long time ago,
But, its
easier than telling people that my mother was the first to break my heart.
Not
allowing people to love you, is usually a trait for women who have daddy
issues.
Not girls
whose mothers died when they were young.
I’d say
Fuck, but I promised I’d find a new word to emote my sadness.
Fuck.
This is
hard.
27 is hard.
Who would’ve
thunk it?
And lately
Frank Ocean’s been on repeat.
Swim Good,
Shelby.
Swim.
Just keep…
Breathing.
